The Bachelor and Spinster Ball

Well, i was reading this book that my sister got as a Christmas Book. Quite nice. Smooth and not overly hyped. the story is very much based in Australia i guess. So its about farms and bush fires and love. Its sweet to read. and have some nice lyrics in it. apparently one or two of the characters are singers. as their character, of course!. So here it goes.

Tell me Cinderella,
Why wont you try the slipper?
It lies there at your feet; yet you turn away.
You were Sleeping Beauty
And i woke you with a kiss,
But my dream is not your fairytale.

When i dont have my heart and right hand.

the tittle sounds a little odd i know.hehe. a figurative meaning hidden undrneath it.
anyways.. i left for KL on fiday at 10.00. super good double decker bus. as usual a little jakun because i've never been in a double decker bus before. hehehe. but the bus was SUPER SLOW! i was getting annoyed. i missed my lunch!

Landed in KL safely....met up with cherima. as USUAL BRICKFIELDS! what else! hahaha.... headed to her aprtment. and went down for lunch....where i came out after eating with swollen, red lips. the curry was SUPER HOT! oh, well, i enjoyed it. lalalala~

then we decided to do some WINDOW SHOPPING or so, as my aunt says it.... we were walking off midvalley till i thought i could be robotic walking at the same speed moving each leg at the same distance...hehehe...

the next day, after some MAJOR CONFUSION on whose car to go in, we headed to KUALA SELANGOR for my uncles so-called-suprise birthday party!!. It was in an estate with oil palms all around and super curvy/bumpy roads. and guess what? ITS SIME DARBY! lol. cacat. i know. ...

well....we reached kuala selangor early enough to help with the last minute preparations. my maternal site cousins are very BIG EATERS. ooooh well... the food spread was WIDE! hehe... we had barbequed chicken, prawns and squids. then another weird yet interesting stuff was barbequed brinjals... the stuffings for the brinjal was coked. then the brinjal+stuffings were barbequed with cheese as the toppings. YUMMY i should say. we had mee and gadoh gadoh... some idli sambar and thosai. then bubur chacha. ooohhhh....i couldnt forget the creamy mashed potatoes and the PORK VINDALOO! One of my aunts said that in the olden times, the pork used to be cooked underground where it would be buried and all. now, what has been done is that, they let the pork cook under heavy/thick masala under low fire. FREAKING TASTY....but not at all healthy!HEHEHE

the last but not least... CRAB!!!!! hehe.. one of the fisherman, gave my uncle, two live crabs, wrapped up....for his bday...he opened it and got a shock of his life THEN AND THERE! LOL. the crabs, wt no salt/ marination were put on the barbeque grills. and were FANTASTIC! natural sweetness and saltyness... YUMMMMYYYY~

thats all about the food. lol. then we headed back to KL that night...stayed in another aunts house. that was the night i really missed all my goodnight messages.... stayed up awake for a while before drifting to lalaland. hehehe. i was more than excited to come back the next day.

:D i had also received a good news that i have been selected for the SIME DARBY FINAL INTERVIEW this wednesday. scary....and eerie...
As such, i really wanted to see guru before going. Its been six months since i saw him. i kept my fingers crossed, hoping that acha wouldnt say anything...and was jumping with joy when my bus reached JB earlier than expected.wohoooo~

i gave a sharing in centre. i wanted to, especially on that day, yesterday. because its been nearly two years since i joined the course and got initiated. I have seen myself transforming.....becoming more disciplined and matured,...keeping my priorities right and finding my path in life. More humble...and i have more control over my feelings. Besides, i have also finished a major section/part of my life! my A LEVELS!. Acheving a little less than my target, i do know that i have had nothing to lose.:)

Finally saw HIM! spoke to HIM! about the interview, where im going and all... remind you this was already at 1.30 am. i was dozzing off infront of his room. hahaha. but it was all worhtit! just to see and get his blessings.:D
oh well that was how the day ended.
i have to travel up to KL tomorrow. Hopefully acha would be driving. and i would come back to JB on wednesday itself. Thursday is my JPJ test. SCREW IT i know! i hope i SERIOUSLY WONT. and then saturday is kimmie's bday.....and also Sham's drama in JOTIC. amma is tagging along.*winks* hopefully i get a chance to intro "some people". :D
sunday we are all supposed to go out. and hang arnd.i dunno if i am going or not. i hope its all ok. coz monday is our results. i hope the next two weeks go on well. coz i really need those angel wings around me for the next two weeks.:D

12/01/2010

I am so not used to typing 2010! ODD! its a new year already...
feels like ive been lazing around...lalala~
technically i have!...
It was an awesome day, i had to agree. woke up at 6.30 to catch the school bus.*not so awesome* coz i slept late.hehe. had a hard time putting the contact lens into my already-swollen-eyes! but oh well....it was fun in the bus. loved every moment of it. It was as though time just wasnt enough. i met up with Tania and regina....also saw some of the Jan 09 girls. :D soon, mimie came...its been a long time since i seen her. missed her like nuts!

then esh came...and practically flew and flung herself onto mimi. hahaha....across the courtyard somemore. It was a blissful moment indeed. the rest of the geng joined soon.... kimmie, nesha and olive...ah! i miss them soso..much! we went for lunch with miss meera at Bharat!:D hahaha...
I as usual, never change in successfully annoying her on CONVENT and SIGS. so does she! :P

Well, college was doing amazingly fine, i found it a little dusty though...met Ms Hong, Mr Kow, and Mr Ng!!!! so fun to talk to them back again....these are some of the people who have laid the basic, educational foundation in my life, for me. And i thank them for being patient and wise in dealing with me. the first floor of college was tile up. Computer lab was the same, except quiter.. i also heard that Ms Sham had left college, and has started her own bussiness. Good luck to her! and whoever who is under her.;) the canteen, as usual...renewated a little, but the variety of food was decreasing slowly, or so i heard. i couldnt see mickey though. besides tht, college was the same... with a few new faces.:)

After having a heartfull, suprisingly vegetarian lunch with Ms meera, we left and headed for JUSCO! a little walking...NO A LOT WALKING.....!!! we had to find gifts for 3 babies, mimi, esh and nesha....:D all was fine...we bought them some very lovely stuffs! :D enjoyed the day chit-chatting and walking.....Ming wei joined us soon after...:D sweet as usual....we headed to lavender..... tania and thiya came along giving us a SHOCK! thiya lost so much of weight, but claims tht he only looks thin...in reality, he didnt loose anything. he asked me to follow a diet plan..but it sounds weird...and i think it only works for men. not my body!!! lol. well...lavender was ok...we paid for mingwei's food.:D thiya ate..like....THREE PLATES OF FOOD! nesha was going like....OMG... mimi was smirking...i want his bodyyyy!!!! WHY AM I NOT A GUY? lol. and so much more like tht. OLIVE as usual....a LITTLE confusing...hahaha...oooh! i entered her car....her driving is okla..a little gabra..thts all.:D i dun dare say much about driving..i have my fair share of ebents on tht topic.:D

That was about it in jusco.*hugssss* and esh, mimi and I left for CS. :D met up with shateesh and his cousin whose name i dun actually remember. A very quiet guy though... and there we were...waiting at KENNY ROGERS for Rich, and sham. they brought along Vini and a friend named jessica.:D Vini was herself...soon there were two sides..one rich and his friends talking along..the other mimi screaming at shateesh. LOL. i was in the MIDDLE! Rich wore a blue jippa. i seriously didnt think he was going to wear tit, although he asked if he should. he looked nice though.:D. they were hapily feeding each other and snapping pictures of people eating... INCLUDING ME! lol. we had to hold Sham down like a baby to make him eat.haha! some nice shots were taken. LOL. i managed to hit Rich...wasnt tht hard though. HAIHX. i shall make it harder next time.:P.

It was nice to see him and his friends..the only ones that were missing was Janu and Spark, although i did talk to Spark on the fon. haha. 'lightbulb?' im gonna kill u RICH!

So that was it...Shateesh drove me back. And i indeed did have a 'JOYFUL RIDE' back home.

oh what a day...but i was dead tired..i could hardly keep my eyes open. too sleepy. i couldnt even type a goodnight message for curly hair.:D haihx... woke up in the morning with some wonderful messages on my phone.

i love my babies LOADS!...gonna miss these crazy moments. i will treasure them for a lifetime. :D.

blergh!

It hasnt been a bad day after all.
lets see....
woke up late. got a message from my driving instructor telling that he is coming in half an hours time.
lalala. fell asleep back again. woke up...screaming. OMG!!!!
got ready fro driving. nearly lost my life banging into a treler.
i came back home and saw my phone. "i'm late for class" i was feeling super duper muferly guilty! *does that word exist*?
I STILL AM FEELING GUILTY! coz i made someone talk to me till so late at night and tht person woke up late for class. :(.
and then i swept the hse....hanged out the clothes. had my lunch~ is this really necessary?
my couch was gleaming at me
from ear to ear
i just had to go sleep in it. hehehe.
woke up....mummy was back...and i slept again. :D
at around 7, i prepared dinner! err...salmon was a little raw. i told mummy take it as sushi!:p
thats it for the day! pathetic aint it! i know.
hmm....hui lins mum passed away on saturday night. and tommorrow is the funeral. i dunno if i can go.:( i dont have transport.:( sad sad.

A shitty year that ended perfectly. Welcome 2010!

lalala....2009 has ended. i decided to write my first blog, out of sheer boredom, pityful, aint it?...and also because this is the first day of college. and im missing it! i wish i could bunk in someone's class and feel the stress again!

ok...lets see how the year started. 2009- i thought was gonna be like some crappy shit in a pothole.! after a year of enjoying and lazing around, it was finally time to get serious, or so i thought. Sunway was the crappiest college in the world....this thought was running throught my head. at the beginning of the year. oh well, i beg to differ at my current situation. :).
kayh lets see.... Maths was getting hard. but still manageable in the beginning of the year. bio was.....err...ok i guess..i was taking it lightly. chem was going on like normal. and econs was pure heaven. as always it is. i emna it literally. then came GP- damn! they dropped a bomb and pushed us to work harder. we kicked our arses for tht subject.:) all wells ends well. i got results, tht seemed ok to me, although i knew i dissapointed some.:(.

and then...i started realising how close i became to some ppl tht mean the most to me know. i came to realise the sesnse of belonging to my family. and the attachment to my friends. the kind, i never really felt before. not during my SIGS days. mimi, ain, sheev, nesha, kimmie, olive and esh. u guys do mean a lot to me. and yopou know it. thanks for being there all along, kicking some sense into my head,during the times i needed me most. grasping me from falling down. it sometimes, came to a point where mimi was even ready to slap me a hundred times and yell at me. YAAAHHHH!!!.
ive been ignorent and hard headed in many ways. i led a blooming club towards its downfall. some say it isnt my fault. still, i should take the blame for not sticking it up together. thts one thing i gave up on, half way down the road. i enjoyed the club days, though it was tiring. things started out perfectly right and became too pushy. LDDSS, was a hard thing to build. i thank all my friends and lecturers for putting up with me and my pranks.

oh well, i adore all my lecturers in college. Although some were a little pushy,in the club and all, but i managed to prove them i was right. we were right! but it didnt end up in a win-win situation. i never gave up. i should have given in and followed their directions. To top it all, the relationship wt our juniors were turning sour. haihx

then came this guy, in the beginning of the year. he seemed nice and deemed perfect, but i judged all wrongly. i took many wrong steps. and felt shameful and hurt. ah, its a lesson i learn now.

then we sat for A2. shitty fied as hell. we fell backwards, broke down and gave up on everything. tht hard it was. i was like. ' ah, go to hell, screw this!'

then, towards the end of the year, things started changing. i started appreciating my friends more. they are the ones that would last me a lifetime, i know!. i love them for who they are. my crazy babies. i also realised tht life isnt all about looking downwards and saying, damn! im so far down, gosh, scary! its about looking up and saying....i can do it! its a long way but im gonna push myself up there. im starting to love my family. ive realised tht wtout them i wouldnt be here. i'm trying to accept some for who they are. i love eya more and more each day.

i try not to regret what ive done. i take it all as lessons of my life. I have chosen the path and made mistakes. turned arounds and said, oh crap! thts how it has been. but of all, im starting to see my life in a much braoder prespective. nothing comes easily. you just gotta work for what you want in life. thts all. its all laid in front of you. yes, sometimes it is unfair. :)

So thats how it has been... till the end of the year...an angel came and touched me with its wings, i hang my head down in shame, looking at its perfection. :)